
I’ve always had a natural bent toward anxiety.
Partly this comes from being on the autism spectrum, an experience that can be very isolating; situations that serve to remind people of their contingency will affect any sane human in some fashion, but can tend to have a pronounced effect on those already predisposed to angst.
Anxiety, according to Paul Tillich, is finite being in awareness of itself. Indeed the idea of a self-conscious physical organism is more than a little dangerous in that respect. If we want empirical proof of that, we have but to consider that humans are the only earthly creatures that get anxious.
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